Saturday, January 29, 2005
Right. So.. another week gone. Tutorials are piling up. Tests are coming in soon. well.. at least there's the chinese new year coming up.
Yesterday at the ex co voting, out of 8 posts, 5 were from Gamma, and out of those 5, 4 were from OG3. I tink we r just that damn united lar. Although kf, z aquare, amandE, luting, rafidah, mei yun, sunita and di hui didnt got in, i tink that their efforts should be recognised. So i suppose it will be easier for og3 people to be OGLs eh? lolx.
There was this co orientation going on yesterday too. J1 turnout was really.. pathetic. Im sure we have much more members than that. I sat down wif wei jian and clay to chat. Wei jian was asking us why we appealed to tj. Clay say he was here becos of tjco, while i said it was due to tj itself. Wei jian was rather surprised at my reply. He dun understand why i did so since its not really co that makes me wanna be here.
Neither do I.
Time for some reflections.
Maybe it was a mistake to appeal. I was thinking abt Wei jian's question for the whole night, and i couldnt find a answer for myself. To be honest, if i have a choice, i wouldnt join co in jc. I wanted to try something else. Something new. Like air rifle. But i couldnt. Simply becos i was tied down by the orchestra. No, im not saying that i hate tjco, dun get me wrong. But like i said, if i had a choice..
There's this pressure in tjco. Everyone is just so.. professional. The conductor demands highly of everyone, and im very afraid that i cant satify him. Already, he had told me off a couple of times becos i couldnt meet his standard. Furthermore, tuesdays and wednesdays r killing me becos i reach home at 9, totally tired out. tjco committee will be choosen during the june camp. and i know myelf very well that i wanna get one of the top two positions. but its gonna be really, really hard. At last count, 7 j1s, including me, were chairs/vice chairs previously. Some of them have really good skills too. And i guess they want those posts as badly as i do. I might sound arrogant here. But really, i dunno how to face it if im not choosen.
Perhaps, i would be better off in aj? i dunno. I really like tj. The people, the environment. But like what Wei jian said, if im not really here for the love of co, y did i come? Is it worth the time spent? Again, i couldnt find an answer. And guess what, appeal students arnt allowed to do alot of things. One of them is to run for house comm. The admins are afraid that u couldnt handle studies and duties. That makes me feel so.. second-class.
And what if, after jae, my result is still not good enuff for tj? some part of me tells me that it might be better if i leave, since i dun truly belongs here. But what if, they allow me to stay, on the basis of co? should i hold on?
Im feeling lost.
Then again, i dun have time to feel lost. I got undone work staring at me now. And songs to practice. I just have to.. get on wif it.
On a lighter note:
Contradiction
Yesterday at the ex co voting, out of 8 posts, 5 were from Gamma, and out of those 5, 4 were from OG3. I tink we r just that damn united lar. Although kf, z aquare, amandE, luting, rafidah, mei yun, sunita and di hui didnt got in, i tink that their efforts should be recognised. So i suppose it will be easier for og3 people to be OGLs eh? lolx.
There was this co orientation going on yesterday too. J1 turnout was really.. pathetic. Im sure we have much more members than that. I sat down wif wei jian and clay to chat. Wei jian was asking us why we appealed to tj. Clay say he was here becos of tjco, while i said it was due to tj itself. Wei jian was rather surprised at my reply. He dun understand why i did so since its not really co that makes me wanna be here.
Neither do I.
Time for some reflections.
Maybe it was a mistake to appeal. I was thinking abt Wei jian's question for the whole night, and i couldnt find a answer for myself. To be honest, if i have a choice, i wouldnt join co in jc. I wanted to try something else. Something new. Like air rifle. But i couldnt. Simply becos i was tied down by the orchestra. No, im not saying that i hate tjco, dun get me wrong. But like i said, if i had a choice..
There's this pressure in tjco. Everyone is just so.. professional. The conductor demands highly of everyone, and im very afraid that i cant satify him. Already, he had told me off a couple of times becos i couldnt meet his standard. Furthermore, tuesdays and wednesdays r killing me becos i reach home at 9, totally tired out. tjco committee will be choosen during the june camp. and i know myelf very well that i wanna get one of the top two positions. but its gonna be really, really hard. At last count, 7 j1s, including me, were chairs/vice chairs previously. Some of them have really good skills too. And i guess they want those posts as badly as i do. I might sound arrogant here. But really, i dunno how to face it if im not choosen.
Perhaps, i would be better off in aj? i dunno. I really like tj. The people, the environment. But like what Wei jian said, if im not really here for the love of co, y did i come? Is it worth the time spent? Again, i couldnt find an answer. And guess what, appeal students arnt allowed to do alot of things. One of them is to run for house comm. The admins are afraid that u couldnt handle studies and duties. That makes me feel so.. second-class.
And what if, after jae, my result is still not good enuff for tj? some part of me tells me that it might be better if i leave, since i dun truly belongs here. But what if, they allow me to stay, on the basis of co? should i hold on?
Im feeling lost.
Then again, i dun have time to feel lost. I got undone work staring at me now. And songs to practice. I just have to.. get on wif it.
On a lighter note:
Contradiction
I got things to write. Very tired now though. Will say more tomorrow.
Tagboard is down. In fact, their whole website is inaccessible.. Shall wait a few more days before deiciding to change it.
Oh yeah. Do u believe in fate? u noe. i was going home at 9+ just now. And as i board 24, li seng was on it, returning from airport.. I mean.. what are the chances of that man.. much lesser than unable to log into maTrix system.. lolx
Tagboard is down. In fact, their whole website is inaccessible.. Shall wait a few more days before deiciding to change it.
Oh yeah. Do u believe in fate? u noe. i was going home at 9+ just now. And as i board 24, li seng was on it, returning from airport.. I mean.. what are the chances of that man.. much lesser than unable to log into maTrix system.. lolx
Sunday, January 23, 2005
Tutorials are coming in. ScG 16. 4 gals. How great. Slept for the hol. Done the homework. Went for Leo on Sat. Ran about 8 blocks in total. Saw wierdos. And a uncle on tricycle at traffic light. Telling us, "Turn right for prostitutes! Turn left to be ah kua!". -_-" Went to marina bay. played some bowling. watched some sea. falled some down. took some photo. pity not much peope turned up.
Back to school tomorrow. pe at 4.15. And more co. Its gonna be busy. Wif the loads piling.
Not really in the mood to blog. Sorry people.
If only. Some things can be as simple as The Sims.
Took this wif Rafidah's cam. Hands look kinda wierd. But i like the feeling.
Back to school tomorrow. pe at 4.15. And more co. Its gonna be busy. Wif the loads piling.
Not really in the mood to blog. Sorry people.
If only. Some things can be as simple as The Sims.
Took this wif Rafidah's cam. Hands look kinda wierd. But i like the feeling.
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
*Coughs*
Mass swim on friday. Kinda nonsense. Seperate us into those who play rubber ducky and those who can move one lap. Then at the move-one-lap area, they say until so nice, wad must swim 4 laps ah, each time must use different style ah, must start wif freestyle ah. Den everyone jump in, frog swim to the other end, came up, wait at the side, end of story. -_- We still had the time to stroll back for breakfast before the next lesson..
Afternoon went back to vs wif li seng, hala-hala around wif CO b4 going to parkway. Li seng had to buy something for their OGLs during the bbq dinner. There's this nice concept show in the basement which sell cool stuffs. He settled on a gigantic lighter wif a gigantic cigarette(actually oso a lighter..). Oh yeah, people, never go to the gift shop in the basement and ask for engraving service. U pay 5 bucks for something damn puny. Not worth it.
Slacked the weekend away sleeping. Sunday woke up wif headache and throat feeling funny. Lasted fot the whole day so i decided to eat some panadol fever pills before i sleep in case it turns out bad. Saw the SG groupings on monday. Man, my SG is darn boring.. guys outnumber gals like mad.. Furthermore, the school said that there was something wrong wif the system, causing cg groupings to have only civics together. Crap lar, like not wasted 3 weeks bonding wif each other lor.. Hope they can rectify the error and let us have gp, pw and pe together too..
Released at 1, a gang of us decided to go parkway for lunch. Ate burger king and had some guy talks, somehow leading to xu chun mei and Patrica Mok.. -_- We den played bowling at Katong there. wah damn sway, 1st game still got 75.. den 2nd game screw up like shit.. had only 48 by the 9th round. Den hor, some divine miricle happened, and i got three strikes in the last round, pushing my score to 78.. damn.. if only it had happened in front abit, den i can break my personal record le.. (99, btw.. wahaha).
Oh yeah, i got femine names already. Vickie Victoria. Dun ask why.
Today started coughing like mad, wif signs of getting TB. Meng Kai and Di Hui also tried to kill me in maths tutorial.. Justin SY and ZwL came over later on. After bringing them around, we catch up wif each other in the hawker centre opposite. Heard stuffs abt life at Super Raffles and condemning CK in the meantime. lolx. Cant resist the sweet pineapple there. Ate one, and coughed even worse.. forgot cannot eat pineapple during sore throats..
Co prac at 4.30. Wah, today Shen Lao Shi damn fierce.. scolded Wei Sheng for a good 10 mins.. actually not really his fault lar.. Xueting wanted him to try out, but juz that he really cannot play it.. oh well.. i oso must buck up wif my xiao cha and glockenspiel.. he might juz shoot me next..
More lectures tomorrow, wif this throat of mine, dun even noe can go for co prac anot.. Hmmm.. saw the gals cross-dressing.. im gonna swap wif Zhi Zhan one of these days.. hopefully can squeeze into his pants..
*cough cough* *hyak* *wheeze* *blah*
Some injured bird Hsin Ching found in school. It has been officially crowned as.. The OG bird! Wif the name of... Horny! Seriously i dunno why..
Looks like there is gayism in Tj too.. =D
See that 3 strikes in a row?! Thats a turkey!
Mass swim on friday. Kinda nonsense. Seperate us into those who play rubber ducky and those who can move one lap. Then at the move-one-lap area, they say until so nice, wad must swim 4 laps ah, each time must use different style ah, must start wif freestyle ah. Den everyone jump in, frog swim to the other end, came up, wait at the side, end of story. -_- We still had the time to stroll back for breakfast before the next lesson..
Afternoon went back to vs wif li seng, hala-hala around wif CO b4 going to parkway. Li seng had to buy something for their OGLs during the bbq dinner. There's this nice concept show in the basement which sell cool stuffs. He settled on a gigantic lighter wif a gigantic cigarette(actually oso a lighter..). Oh yeah, people, never go to the gift shop in the basement and ask for engraving service. U pay 5 bucks for something damn puny. Not worth it.
Slacked the weekend away sleeping. Sunday woke up wif headache and throat feeling funny. Lasted fot the whole day so i decided to eat some panadol fever pills before i sleep in case it turns out bad. Saw the SG groupings on monday. Man, my SG is darn boring.. guys outnumber gals like mad.. Furthermore, the school said that there was something wrong wif the system, causing cg groupings to have only civics together. Crap lar, like not wasted 3 weeks bonding wif each other lor.. Hope they can rectify the error and let us have gp, pw and pe together too..
Released at 1, a gang of us decided to go parkway for lunch. Ate burger king and had some guy talks, somehow leading to xu chun mei and Patrica Mok.. -_- We den played bowling at Katong there. wah damn sway, 1st game still got 75.. den 2nd game screw up like shit.. had only 48 by the 9th round. Den hor, some divine miricle happened, and i got three strikes in the last round, pushing my score to 78.. damn.. if only it had happened in front abit, den i can break my personal record le.. (99, btw.. wahaha).
Oh yeah, i got femine names already. Vickie Victoria. Dun ask why.
Today started coughing like mad, wif signs of getting TB. Meng Kai and Di Hui also tried to kill me in maths tutorial.. Justin SY and ZwL came over later on. After bringing them around, we catch up wif each other in the hawker centre opposite. Heard stuffs abt life at Super Raffles and condemning CK in the meantime. lolx. Cant resist the sweet pineapple there. Ate one, and coughed even worse.. forgot cannot eat pineapple during sore throats..
Co prac at 4.30. Wah, today Shen Lao Shi damn fierce.. scolded Wei Sheng for a good 10 mins.. actually not really his fault lar.. Xueting wanted him to try out, but juz that he really cannot play it.. oh well.. i oso must buck up wif my xiao cha and glockenspiel.. he might juz shoot me next..
More lectures tomorrow, wif this throat of mine, dun even noe can go for co prac anot.. Hmmm.. saw the gals cross-dressing.. im gonna swap wif Zhi Zhan one of these days.. hopefully can squeeze into his pants..
*cough cough* *hyak* *wheeze* *blah*
Some injured bird Hsin Ching found in school. It has been officially crowned as.. The OG bird! Wif the name of... Horny! Seriously i dunno why..
Looks like there is gayism in Tj too.. =D
See that 3 strikes in a row?! Thats a turkey!
Thursday, January 13, 2005
Wow.. 6.30pm.. thats the earliest i had reach home in days..
Mass dance at suntec fountain is really a once-in-a-life-time event. Left tj around 6+. Noisy bunch of people on the bus, pretending to be from vj to preserve our name.. lolx. Malu for me lar.. my pe-shirt like not obvious.. Wah, at suntec like thieves like that, gotta eat seperately at different places and change clothing in batches. At 8, go up to the fountain, people were streaming in, we managed to take a og photo before everything starts. 8.30, music played, and u see hundreds of siao lang and siao bo surrounding the fountain, dancing to the tune. Man, its great to be crazy. Yes, i want more of that.
O nite on friday in tj hall. Were given lightsticks to play wif. Clans had really cool intro. Incendium, as usual, was damn united and cheer like mad lar. I lost count of how many times we stood up and down during the whole nite. Some of the performances were really not bad. But i do have to mention that i find the tsunami one insulting, pointless and stupid. In short, piece of shit. Shant elaborate, tjcians should noe what im talking about. Later og3 got a pleasent surprise by grabbing the 2nd spot in the best OG award, must be the wet games and di hui's speed-drinking effort. lolx. Had mass dance at the end of everything, a good 30 min one, repeated the songs several times. Speedy Gonzalas one was especially fun, kicked alot of people. Wahaha.
Although i seriously yearn for a good sleep, but i still carry myself to Sentosa the next morning for Incendium aka Gamma house outing. Not bad lar, og3 got a rather nice turnout. Played some games, dunk some people, pillared stanley, den go habourfront mall for lunch. We decided its too early to go home, off we went to Marina bay to play pool. Tempted to go steamboat lar, but not that much people, so not really fun. Will be doing that next week.
Lectures started on monday, physics bored me to halves. Econs and computing were interesting. Guess i will only need to worry for my maths now. Held a lunch party for the OGLs today. ordered 10 pizzas, pillared stanley (yes, again), forced izzat and tuan to eat a damn cheesy and spicy one. Really, they r one hell of great people who bring us warmly into tjc. If i ever make it to being a OGL/OGA huh, i promise to keep the Incendium spirit up. Minus the pillaring pls.
Oh yeah, one more thing before i end. tj library got subway sandwiches! and the fact that its made by real subway people outside gaurannteed the quality.. much cheaper too.. As Meng Kai will say, eat somemore and i will find myself changing PdP to health and fitness club. Oh well..
The future looks great.
OG3 at Suntec fountain. Camera flash makes our eyes look like ghost though..
Sentosa~!
I guess they wun be eating pizza for a long long time..
Mass dance at suntec fountain is really a once-in-a-life-time event. Left tj around 6+. Noisy bunch of people on the bus, pretending to be from vj to preserve our name.. lolx. Malu for me lar.. my pe-shirt like not obvious.. Wah, at suntec like thieves like that, gotta eat seperately at different places and change clothing in batches. At 8, go up to the fountain, people were streaming in, we managed to take a og photo before everything starts. 8.30, music played, and u see hundreds of siao lang and siao bo surrounding the fountain, dancing to the tune. Man, its great to be crazy. Yes, i want more of that.
O nite on friday in tj hall. Were given lightsticks to play wif. Clans had really cool intro. Incendium, as usual, was damn united and cheer like mad lar. I lost count of how many times we stood up and down during the whole nite. Some of the performances were really not bad. But i do have to mention that i find the tsunami one insulting, pointless and stupid. In short, piece of shit. Shant elaborate, tjcians should noe what im talking about. Later og3 got a pleasent surprise by grabbing the 2nd spot in the best OG award, must be the wet games and di hui's speed-drinking effort. lolx. Had mass dance at the end of everything, a good 30 min one, repeated the songs several times. Speedy Gonzalas one was especially fun, kicked alot of people. Wahaha.
Although i seriously yearn for a good sleep, but i still carry myself to Sentosa the next morning for Incendium aka Gamma house outing. Not bad lar, og3 got a rather nice turnout. Played some games, dunk some people, pillared stanley, den go habourfront mall for lunch. We decided its too early to go home, off we went to Marina bay to play pool. Tempted to go steamboat lar, but not that much people, so not really fun. Will be doing that next week.
Lectures started on monday, physics bored me to halves. Econs and computing were interesting. Guess i will only need to worry for my maths now. Held a lunch party for the OGLs today. ordered 10 pizzas, pillared stanley (yes, again), forced izzat and tuan to eat a damn cheesy and spicy one. Really, they r one hell of great people who bring us warmly into tjc. If i ever make it to being a OGL/OGA huh, i promise to keep the Incendium spirit up. Minus the pillaring pls.
Oh yeah, one more thing before i end. tj library got subway sandwiches! and the fact that its made by real subway people outside gaurannteed the quality.. much cheaper too.. As Meng Kai will say, eat somemore and i will find myself changing PdP to health and fitness club. Oh well..
The future looks great.
OG3 at Suntec fountain. Camera flash makes our eyes look like ghost though..
Sentosa~!
I guess they wun be eating pizza for a long long time..
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
Ehh, this isnt really a post. Juz wanna remind myself what to tell u guys in my next entry, cos really too tired to blog these days..
Suntec dance
O nite
Sentosa
Lectures
Pillering :D
Suntec dance
O nite
Sentosa
Lectures
Pillering :D
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
Orientation is unofficially over. Tomorrow will be mass dance at suntec and friday will be O nite. Wah really, great orientation. Much better than the Sec 1 one.. We got stuffs like wet games, amazing race, dry games, and obvious, ice-breakers lar. Atomosphere was friendly, everyone made new friends. Oh yeah, i oso didnt noe that mass dances can be so cool. At 1st everyone malu lar, dunno nuts, tink ogls are god-like. Slowly began to understand, den came in the real fun. In the whole process, i saw/had:
Ogls- Stanley (ex-victorian), Hui Xian, Michelle and Vivian AKA pink ranger. Nice people. Very patient wif our two left legs during mass dance and great to hang out wif. Clanmaster Izzat was one hell of a crackpot but very respectable leader.
Victorians- Loo, See Shuan, Arvin, Kwongyuan, Darren, Kang Hao, Dimi and two other guys whom i dun really noe.
New friends- Zhi Zhan, Di Hui, Meng Kai, Li Yong, Don. Actually still got alot more lar, but im really bad at remembering names. Sorry lar people, promise to remember asap k? Processor slow.. only pentium celeron.. takes time getting it into my head.. Oh yeah, notice its all guys names? Damn.. not VS already.. this is getting gay..
OG ji xiang wu- Ah Lao. :D
Oh yeah, forgot one day. I had a great kick start to the 1st day of school. Took 24 to tj, found that somehow the bus was driving slower and slower. Then it juz stop. Driver turn around and say," Sorry hor, bus spoil, u all have to take another one." thx.Arrived later and realise that audi haven even open yet.. Then, vp announced that 5 of us couldnt sign in online due to some technical problem. The thing is, they dunno which 5. I go home try. Wah.. invalid sign-in. 5 out of 800. U tell me what is the possibility. -_-
Mmmm im damn tired. Voice is croaking already. More next time.
Looking forward to future.
Ogls- Stanley (ex-victorian), Hui Xian, Michelle and Vivian AKA pink ranger. Nice people. Very patient wif our two left legs during mass dance and great to hang out wif. Clanmaster Izzat was one hell of a crackpot but very respectable leader.
Victorians- Loo, See Shuan, Arvin, Kwongyuan, Darren, Kang Hao, Dimi and two other guys whom i dun really noe.
New friends- Zhi Zhan, Di Hui, Meng Kai, Li Yong, Don. Actually still got alot more lar, but im really bad at remembering names. Sorry lar people, promise to remember asap k? Processor slow.. only pentium celeron.. takes time getting it into my head.. Oh yeah, notice its all guys names? Damn.. not VS already.. this is getting gay..
OG ji xiang wu- Ah Lao. :D
Oh yeah, forgot one day. I had a great kick start to the 1st day of school. Took 24 to tj, found that somehow the bus was driving slower and slower. Then it juz stop. Driver turn around and say," Sorry hor, bus spoil, u all have to take another one." thx.Arrived later and realise that audi haven even open yet.. Then, vp announced that 5 of us couldnt sign in online due to some technical problem. The thing is, they dunno which 5. I go home try. Wah.. invalid sign-in. 5 out of 800. U tell me what is the possibility. -_-
Mmmm im damn tired. Voice is croaking already. More next time.
Looking forward to future.
Sunday, January 02, 2005
Yay, happy new year! K im lagging..
2004 had past. O level is gone. VsCo is behind. Now awaiting will be TJC, Os results, and lotsa new friends. I see people typing in their blog about how they will miss their friends, miss sec skool lifes. Well, yeah, me too. But im not gonna type all that out. Time spent wif my brothers will never be forgotten, blood used in VsCo will be remembered. Yes, we will relive those moments someday. Estaremos detrás!
Aint in the mood to blog much. Juz that my ogl sprang to life and finally called me yesterday. Damn blur too. I have to keep prompting her to tell me wad to bring for tomorrow. -_- We need sunblock..? oh man.. where the hell they gonna bring us to.. Brought mom to Pastamania. She said creamy chicken was a piece of cake and can make that easily at home. woohoo. Finally clean up my room today, dug out many old time photos.. Li seng and samraj will be surprised..
Oh well, gonna throw some stuffs into my bag now. Hope wun get too malu-ed at games. I know absolutely no one in my group, and only two @#$% from vs r going tj.. Ah well. Time to meet new friends then.
Viva Victoria.
2004 had past. O level is gone. VsCo is behind. Now awaiting will be TJC, Os results, and lotsa new friends. I see people typing in their blog about how they will miss their friends, miss sec skool lifes. Well, yeah, me too. But im not gonna type all that out. Time spent wif my brothers will never be forgotten, blood used in VsCo will be remembered. Yes, we will relive those moments someday. Estaremos detrás!
Aint in the mood to blog much. Juz that my ogl sprang to life and finally called me yesterday. Damn blur too. I have to keep prompting her to tell me wad to bring for tomorrow. -_- We need sunblock..? oh man.. where the hell they gonna bring us to.. Brought mom to Pastamania. She said creamy chicken was a piece of cake and can make that easily at home. woohoo. Finally clean up my room today, dug out many old time photos.. Li seng and samraj will be surprised..
Oh well, gonna throw some stuffs into my bag now. Hope wun get too malu-ed at games. I know absolutely no one in my group, and only two @#$% from vs r going tj.. Ah well. Time to meet new friends then.
Viva Victoria.
